River of Time

In the past there was a time
where nothing could go wrong
where every little moment lived
was cause for rhyme and song
where one would float in joyous bliss
without concern for watches
where hearts would beat in gleeful rhythm
and nothing was obnoxious

In the past there was a time
a beauty floating on
a river running ever swift
along the whistling swan
on towards the endless wides
of lakes and ocean lands
alas the time has ended since
and lost the meadow lands

No matter where the thoughts may roam
they always keep returning
to the beauty that was lost
to passion fires burning
to being second in the race
for loneliness’ extinction
to lose affections tender touch
to senseless mind addiction

As time moves on the memory fades
the wounds will turn to scars
the error of a broken dream
sent far out to the stars
the scars will stay forevermore
no surgeon can correct
the false hope caused disfigurements
indifference and neglect

Live the Moment

Random Thoughts & Mantras – Savour the Moment

Today no poetry. Just some poetic toughts and mantras to make your life worth living.
I think I will make a series of this. Let me know what You think.

Savour the Moment.

When You are about to do something or experience something with someone don’t fret about the future, don’t let Your wristwatch or mobile ruin the experience. Just savour the Moment and let what may come, come! Be open for changes in Your plans. Experience, Savour, Live, Love and take it in with an open mind and heart. It will give You way more than any plan you might want to stick to.

If You are always thinking of what comes next it will blind You to the beauty of the moment. Don’t try to push Yourself to stick to the plan you made during your leisure time. To experience the moment at it’s fullest You need to be in the moment.  That’s impossible if You are looking at Your watch all the time thinking: “Oh… we need to hurry up, in 20 minutes we have to be there and then there and then there.” Try to be open about your schedule. Enjoy the time You have with whomever you have around you no matter if it’s Your spouse, Your friends, Your lover or just Yourself. Time is precious, yes, but if You run around all day without actually living the moments, making memorys of them, it is worthless. You will have done a lot of stuff but will have experienced nothing.

Live the Moment. Love the Moment. Experience the Moment. Feel Yourself in the Moment. Make a Memory!

 

Ruins

Ruins

Gedicht aus dem Archiv: 2008

my life is bombed to pieces
like ruins, hollow, tall
before I can rebuild it
I have to find them all

Some of them have left me
and some I cannot find
cause when I’m looking for them
its dark and I seem blind

I wish it never happened
I wish you never told
I’ve lived in blissful ignorance
no sorrow, soaring, bold

Alas its useless thinking
I did what I thought best
cause I still keep on sinking
have no safe place to rest

I know I will be better
as time keeps marching on
and soon the happy and the bad,
all memories will be gone

still don’t know how to help it
I cannot simply choose
I cannot find the peace I need
I cannot hang it loose

my soul it needs a partner
a mirror to reflect
and as it goes with deep desires
I cannot just neglect

my soul it bore this burden
for all the life I knew
I need it badly this I know
I’ll never get it through

I see myself all crippled, old
surrounded by the dark
towards the shiny light there is
alone I sadly walk

Das schwarze Loch

Das schwarze Loch

Aus dem Archiv: 2007

es war ein mal ein junge
zu lieben war sein ziel
und geliebt zu werden
weil ihm das gefiel

er suchte und er suchte
zu finden seinen platz
um in den wirren dieser welt
zu bilden einen satz

ich liebe dich so sprach er
und fühlen tat er‘s auch
doch als die erste liebe starb
riss es ein loch in seinen bauch

er kam darüber weg
doch er weinte stundenlang
immer wenn er sah und hörte
von einem sonnenuntergang

er suchte und er suchte
zu finden seinen platz
er suchte, er versuchte
zu bilden einen satz

er fand die liebe wieder
ne andere war‘s jedoch
und als sie ihn verliess
hatte sein kopf dann auch ein loch

er kämpft sich aus den schatten
des abgrunds seines seins
und lebte weiter leise
und still sein einmaleins

er suchte und er suchte
zu finden seinen platz
er suchte er versuchte
zu bilden einen satz

er fing nun an zu mauern
sein herz war zu verletzt
er wollte nie mehr trauern
nicht enden so zerfetzt

die mauern warn vollendet
so hoch aus angst und pein
und doch wollte der kleine
nicht mehr alleine sein

er fand ein neues mädchen
nur lieben wollt’ er es
doch die mauern warn im wege
nur langsam bröckelt es

die steine abzutragen
dauerte fast ein jahr
und als er es vollendet hat
da war sie nicht mehr da

ein loch in seiner wohnung
ein loch in seinem bauch
ein loch in seinem leben
ein loch es ist sich brauch

ein loch in seiner seele
ein loch in seinem herz
und wo er immer hinsieht
er findet nichts als schmerz

der junge, längst der manne
er weint nur noch allein
weil als sie ihn verlassen hat
da wollt‘ er nicht mehr sein

er suchte und er suchte
zu finden seinen platz
er suchte er versuchte
und doch hat er es verpatzt

ich weiss wir warten alle
auf ein schönes happy end
doch alles was ihm bleibt
ist nur der schmerz….. der in seinen löchern brennt

Photo by Free Grunge Textures – www.freestock.ca

Weltschmerz bei Vollmond

Weltschmerz bei Vollmond

Ein Lichtlein ganz klein und doch hell und beständig
einst schien und erhellte das Herz und Gemüt.

Doch schattende Zweifel, unheilig Gedanken
ersticken das Licht das da blüht.

Es brennt die Erkenntnis der Angst der Gedanken
die fliessen mit unbändiger macht.

Und leise zerzischend mit schluchzenden Qualen
erlischt auch das letzte der Lichter allein in der Nacht.

The lonely Bard

The Lonely Bard

Songtext, noch unverwendet

verse I
when worlds collide
when answers hide
when the glowing star
gloats from a far

verse II
the goal is clear
but far from near
the way is lost
unsure the cost

chorus I
and waterfalls of fireflies
are drowning in the eye
and thunderclouds of loneliness
are buried in the sky

when waterfalls of fireflies
are drowning in the eye
then butterflies in barren lands
over withering flowers cry

until they die

verse III
when songs of joy
seem all too coy
and the lonely bard
feels the piercing shard

verse IV
when comfort peaks
yet trouble speaks
into the soul
lost is the goal

chorus
and waterfalls of fireflies
are drowning in the eye
and thunderclouds of loneliness
are buried in the sky

when waterfalls of fireflies
are drowning in the eye
then butterflies in barren lands
over withering flowers cry

until they die

Mindless Void

Songtext für Tendonitis – Mindless Void

verse I
witness the all seeing eye
in peril and disgrace
harvest in your conscious lies
the truth beyond it’s face

verse II
read the papers hear the songs
of panic and deceit
the sovereign, long forgotten still
struck blind by hate and greed

chorus
end the silence of ignorant bliss
and don’t you dare deny
open your mind and break the spell
heed absolution’s cry

focus all your strenght within
an endless thunderstorm
fight the shadows oppressive touch
or hope will soon be gone

verse III
banish the insanity
of systems wrought to rule
snap out of all the mindless voids
hypnotic, vain and cruel

verse IV
creative thrived the mind of man
beyond the wheels of time
yet now consumed the spirit dies
beneath the silver dime

chorus
end the silence of ignorant bliss
and don’t you dare deny
open your mind and break the spell
heed absolution’s cry

focus all your strenght within
an endless thunderstorm
fight the shadows oppressive touch
or hope will soon be gone

Photo by Patrick Hoesly

Ballad of the Need

Ballad of the Need

Songtext für Tendonitis – Ballad of the Need

verse I
passion and compassion, selfless need
center of the world, in your sleep
wanted, needed, found, claimed and kept
used and broken heavy regret

bridge I
can you feel the need
filling all your nodes
can you feel the leech
feeding off your soul

chorus
your spirit gets emptied, day by day
less and less of you to stay
your soul dries out
out of the way
less and less of you to stay

alternate chorus (dropped)
darling, darling, baby don’t despair
possibilities everywhere
darling, darling, baby don’t deny
my love for you will never die

verse II
mindless thought adrift, and hard to find
everyone around you is blind
laughter in the air, brimming with need
filling every edge of your soul

bridge II
can you feel the burn
leaving you behind
every one around you
is blind

chorus
your spirit gets emptied, day by day
less and less of you to stay
your soul dries out, out of the way
less and less of you to stay